Ok so this week is the last week of my 5 month holiday..

like WHAT THE FUCK right ? ... time flies even when your doing nothing at all..

so lets see..for the past 5 months, i have accomplised absolutely nothing =)

ok well i wouldnt say ABSOLUTELY nothing la.. I've finally realized alot of things about myself.. met new people & made new friends along my five months of nothing-ness..

 and soon i shall be bombarded with psyche related assignments and psycho friends =)

The suckiest thing about me starting this may is the fact that i have to cancel my melbourne trip, Dean Goh thinks that a two week break is too much for my first semester.. so bye bye melbourne this coming may.. dammit.. was really looking forward to meeting up with my friends who are now there..,clubbing with mella, letting alwin check my teeth(yea right) and watching suze torment adrian on their wedding day..  =)

so all that shall be replaced with driving almost 2 hours everyday just to get to college and assignments every-damn-day.. boo hooray!!

wat da fark man... someone punch me.. and yet i still somewhat miss you..not as much as i used to..cause i finally realized that your sorta not worth my time? but no offence..u make a good friend.. when u want to =)

 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAArgh...
there.. i feel much better now =)

Ok so after only God know's how long that i havent updated my blog i've finally decided to sit my ass down and write something to bring it back to life! And also because jeff finally gave me the pictures that i wanted.. haha..

So currently im not really doing anything except waiting for the HUC intake to start.. Cant time just fly by like how it always does when im having fun?

 So does that mean that im not exactly having much fun nowadays?

Owellz..

Thinking of gettin a job.. but really too lazy la.. haha..

ANYWAYS!! i'm re-starting vocals class soon.. and eunice - (vocals teacher) is ever happy about my decision because she thinks that it'd be a waste of talent if i dont continue singing.. cheh kembang giler ni.. someone tie my foot to the ground so i wont float away!! haha..




ANYWAYS.. here's some long overdue pictures of langkawi that a few of you have been bugging me to post..

Thats me n miss pink - she won some kinda channel V competition so now she's currently malaysia's most gorgeous woman 2007. haha!! and behind us is jeffrey trying to sneak into the picture..





ok la at least this wan i show your WHOLE face ok? lol.. don merajuk la jeffrey.. haha.. like small boy oni u.. dam cute..



enuff of your faces or not now ? lol ... duno why suka act cute punya.. sth wrong with my brain i think.. our shirts look like they have the same design right? haha.. thats cuz im wearing one of his.. forgot to bring my own to langkawi >.<



that wasnt my class table but i went to kacau them during cam-whoring session.. haha.. cheryl looks stunning as usual!!



This was my mummy in class of H2. Thanks for always making sure i studied and stayed in line yea? couldnt have done it without you!!



Ok la it's like 9 30 in the morning and i havent slept yet.. came home not long ago and came online to redo something on friendster.. Klei's stupid lagging laptop isnt very reliable.. =.= piff.. anyways Can't wait to read da reply on friendster >.<!!

I'm a weirdo...

Gnite all!!!

now let's see.. what have i been doing for the past month.. what have i accomplished?

NOTHING!! absolutely nothing.. most of us dont even realise it but these two years are the most important years of our lives.. for it is when we decide what we are gonna do with the rest of our miserable lives..yet instead of worrying about my uni applications and which courses to take i cant stop thinking about you.. what is wrong with my brain? I cant stand the thought of you being with someone else but yet i dont wanna stop thinking about you.. i miss you =(  lately i cant seem to do anything right.. i cant seem to do ANYTHING at all without you slipping into my mind.. i think my brain spoilt ad.. I am an idiot because of you.. and i admit it.. tis now that i realise you were never mine to begin with..  It's ok.. i will make myself forget you before i am forced to loose you.. forced to loose something that i never had..

Ok so for those who don't already know.. i was recently in langkawi.. and here are some pictures for show.. all in all.. it was a great trip worth remembering every minute of it..


here are my bloody roommates..


Nuggets in langkawi..


Mingo when he was bored and decided to experiment with his hair =)


brother jeff before he got high..

unfortunately/fortunately we dont have any candid pictures of me.. videos got but im not going to post it because that is rather 18 and above material.. thanks again jeff for filming it =.=   owellz..

more pictures of the trip coming soon because jeff has not yet given me his share of the pictures yet..

This bloody guy next to me is roy.. he wasnt in the trip but he wished he was.. =) so here is a picture of him to somewhat connect him to the trip.. feel better or not now roy? haha..

Well for those who are mentally retarded and don't understand the title it means happy new year!! Alot has happened in a year.. and i dont understand half of the things that happened.. for instance..

why mr ming got more chance? 

why my dota still weak?

why my foos tak maju banyak?

why i wasted my time in pre-u?

why i still duno wat i wanna do for a living?

why i still like to blog even tho no one reads?

why i got nice car but still complain?

why i like sophia bush so much compared to other girls?

most of the year i have been in the fuck the world attitude.. Don't ask me why because i wish i had the answer to that question too.. Too much has happened in a year for my feeble mind to comprehend it all..

Well i guess even though i will never be able to solve these life long mysteries i am going to have to move on!! Because a new year means a new beginning!! With new people to meet, annoy and contaminate..



so goes the saying that no matter how bad today seems, no matter how horrible you feel, the sun will always come up tomorrow and there will be a better day ahead of you!! I took this picture of the sunrise while i was driving.. not too bad eh? haha.. i got some nicer ones..


View of the sunrise from my highschool - SMKSU..


This is the view from my room in langkawi.. which i shared with prabesh, mingo and jeff tan..  miss the trip...


So there you have it!! No matter what happened today, get a good nights rest and tmrw will be a brand new day for you to start afresh!!

here are Some nice quotes that my aunt from singapore has sent me..

Quoting Maya Angelo :

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back

learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn

there's actually still quite alot but i only posted those that i feel like i've been thru enough to understand what it means =)

Well Good luck to all for a brand new year!! all the best!!

   ok so i just got home.. and i am quite tired actually.. but i still have to shower and shit first.. and brush my teeth and wash my pimply face.. bah.. ANYWAYS... merry christmas to all !!! Countdown-ed to christmas in the curve at the sanctuary.. i still have the chop on my hand thats how i actually remembered the name of that place.. because thanks to our superb planning we didnt actually get a table at laundry bar and we didnt manage to get a place at sanctuary either.. so we spent about an hour standing in a crowd of people.. not to mention mostly guys rubbing against one another.. twas a horrible event.. 5 4 3 2 1 hooray christmas!!! ok lets get the fu*k out of here.. that was literally what happened.. lol.. `

Seeing as how it is now christmas then that means that new years is just around the corner.. so any new years resolutions people? no offense but isnt that a load of crap.. lol.. when u've got sth u want done.. set your mind to it and get it done.. shitty excuses like a resolution for a new year is just an excuse to fall back on incase we are too weak willed to accomplish what we want to.. so what are my so called resolutions for 2007? i guess stop faggin and loose 100kg? haha.. reminds me of bridget jones diary.. wow i must sound so cool..

anyways im lazy to type ad la.. lets just post some random pictures =D


picture courtesy of jonathan wang zuo wen..


in my previous post maliali kecoh that his introduction was too short.. so tribute to maliali... special post for him right now..
i sooo do NOT wanna know what he is dreaming about at that time.. =P but apprently its something that includes eating chicken wings and sucking cocks.. weird ass fat shit..

back when he was skinny..




the nugget face that we all know n love now =D

ok tribute over!!! happy now bro? lup u!!

Hello peeps.. it's been God knows how long since the dinosaurs has died.. however... that has nothing whatsoever relative to what im goin to say today.. =)  Yes.. i feel like im in a shitty mood.. Listening to emo songs at this time makes me feel like banging my head onto the 19INCH FLAT SCREEN LCD MONITOR thats right infront of me.. =P hehe.. owellz i dont really know what to say but i am absolutely bored and my poor abandoned blog suddenly surfaced in my mind.. and i realized that i have yet to post any pictures as i have promised to do since a whee long time ago.... hrmm sorry for the short pause in my writing because i went to change songs as the emoness was overloading inside me.. not that you would have known about the pause if i hadnt mentioned it.. tehehe silly billy me.. bah..finally finished dwlding broken wings and the media file you have chosen cannot be played.. =D geez hooray!!   ok so i just came back from langkawi not too long ago.. and it was great.. yea that abt sums the trip up.. not that any life changing events occured whilst we were there getting piss drunk and high on Miss Mary =) cept realising mr ming's potential at being mr most chance.. Wellz i shall stop talking and post some long awaited pictures so that those dying fans that come across my blog by fate and read it faithfully will finally get the chance to see my face =D  

caution.. pictures shown may be edited and will differ from real life





this was a few weeks back.. i was in genting and i am the one on the right just incase you dont already know that.. the guy on the left is me bestie jeffrey tan.. unfortunately he's leaving back to johor like supposedly today.. and i dont know when he is coming back here..


ok incase you notice the same jacket that i am wearing.. this picture is taken about 5 minutes after the previous one and also in genting.. i am not a jacket whore.. =) anyways.. this guy here is mr chen tjinn lyim.. my all time buddy which likes to make me fetch him from places where i dont know what the hell he is doing there in the first place.. make sense? good.. cause it sure didnt to me.. =)


this boy with the retarded face here.. is the allfamous jonathan wang zuo wen.. he is one year younger than me and he is like the younger brother that i never wanted.. haha.. chill beb joking.. u know i love u brother.. and despite all yr shits i know u love me too.. =) and if my shits ever get out into the open i will know its from you because no one else knows =.=  muakx!!

this man with the attempted scary looking face is Mr chillingman - kong sing ming =) also known as mr most chance and fury arrogant.. ear panas when fury turun.. quite kepoh as he constantly wants to look inside my phone contents but until today has not yet achieved the pleasure of actually doing so.. haha.. but to me.. he is just simply brother ming.. my real brother ar wei? =D haha..

mr besh menon.. who doesnt know him?... he would jump infront of a bullet for me.. i think.. too scared to test that theory tho..


Miss TMC =) very special girl who holds a special place in my heart right next to the penguin she gave to me.. XD haha.. don't worry i havent yet eaten them.. i might soon though =P thankfully she keeps me company with her sms-es and entertained with her random thoughts on random things..haha.. muakx!! see you soon yea.. hopefully can meet up in singapore soon ;P

Mr chen and i again.. =) my ex neighbour..


haha i just had to post this XD dam cute la this boy.. =P tehehe



my classmates year 2006 =) Class of H2.. unfortunately not everyone attended our graduation night..  yea i know my suit looks funny.. its turned inside out thats why.. haha..


THAT is how my jacket looks like the other way around.. wahaha.. not too shabby eh?

ok anyways.. im getting tired.. so i shall continue posting random pictures tmrw.. seeing as how i have nothing to do at all nowadays and no more jeff to annoy me and entertain me.. Merry christmas all!! spread the christmas joy and laughter!!

Peace out =D

I got an email recently that made me think... well not really recent but i just don't check my emails very often.. probably like once in 3 months =P // anyways here's how it goes...

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Have we all wondered how lucky we are ? Can we remember the times we complained to our friends, teachers, parents or just anyone in the room about what an unfortunate situation you are in or how you would just love to be someone else?

Well friends, sometimes we may be luckier than we will ever know.

If we could shrink the earth’s population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following. There would be:

57 Asians

21 Europeans

14 from the Western Hemisphere, both north and south

8 would be Africans

52 would be female

48 would be male

70 would be non-white

30 would be white

70 would be non-Christian

30 would be Christian

89 would be heterosexual

11 would be homosexual

6 people would possess

59% of the entire world’s wealth and all 6 would be from the United States.

80 would live in substandard housing

70 would be unable to read

50 would suffer from malnutrition

(ONE)1 would be near death;

(ONE)1 would be near birth;(ONE)

1 (yes, only 1) would have a college education;(ONE)

1 (yes, only 1) would own a computer.

When one considers our world from such a compressed perspective, the need for acceptance, understanding and education becomes glaringly apparent.And, therefore . . .

If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world’s wealthy.

If you can attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than three billion people in the world.

If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, but most do not.

If you can read this message, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.

As you read this and are reminded how life is in the rest of the world, remember just how blessed you really are!

Ok so finally i have just one paper left.. hurray for me right ? WRONG.. fuck that's because almost everyone i know has officially finished by now.. and as if i need yet another reason to hate accounting studies.. my final paper is NEXT TUESDAY.. 21ST OF NOVEMBER.. holy hell one whole week of waiting whilst everyone else is off getting wasted and chilling... Ms Yong rocks.. i put up with her for the whole damn year for THIS?! So unfair.. aih...

Hello.. i just remembered an article that i read during my last visit that i paid to the dentist and the title was "act as if..." It was a rather interesting article which i did not get to finish as when i was moving onto the last paragraph my name was called and i had to enter the much hated room associated with drilling sounds and young children crying..

anyways the article teaches about three words that are so potentially powerful being able to alter the way our brain thinks thus changing the way that we react in situations we normally feel uncomfortable in.. such as first dates or company dinners and job interviews... if by now you havent already figured it out these three words are act as if...
 It tells us to react differently in different situations that we normally would not.. simply put it tells us to copy the actions of an idol of ours and react as they would in such situations.. if you are a shy person that would like to be more outspoken then picture someone else in that situation(more effective if someone that you know in real life) and just simply immitate their actions. Our brain is like a powerful computer that does as it is told, when told to do so it would not doubt otherwise, after a period of acting as if then your brain would be accustomed to it and reacting that way would seem only natural to you..
first of all picture an idol standing infront of you, as you would facing yourself in a mirror.. then imagine the person drawing closer to you and slowly you get absorbed into that person.. take a look around you AS your idol.. imagine how things feel and how differently you feel compared to normal.. and act as if... =)

then i had to stop there.. they called my name..